Kiki...
I just heard more bad news of Kiki from my mother. She said that the vet won't be able to operate on him because of the bone fragments. The vet said to just let the leg heal by itself. Kiki is still young, so it'll be ok. BUT, he won't be able to walk properly anymore! Everytime I think of this, I keep replaying the times when he would play with Brownie or run around the house, or me playing with him. There isn't a time when he wouldn't play if you dangled a stick or a string in front of him. If he's crippled for the rest of his life, will he be able to do these things anymore?
Tomorrow my father is going to ask for Kiki to be discharged, if they really can't perform the surgery. We'll get a confirmation from the surgeon tomorrow. I really hope that they can do it. But if they can't, I hope that Kiki will be able to heal most of his broken leg because I want him to enjoy the things he likes to do again. Writing this particular post is really hard for me. I just can't seem to stop the waterworks.
I'll end with some pictures of Kiki...

1st day at the hospital
2nd day at the hospital
Kiki's fall
I just got back from the animal hospital a few minutes ago. Why was I there? Well it all started when Kiki jumped down from our window ledge this morning...
This morning, my mother bathed Kiki and after that she was rushing off to go to my uncle's house. Nowadays, Kiki loves to sit on the window ledge at my parents' bedroom. Knowing this, my mother would usually check to make sure that he isn't outside before closing the window. But she forgot to check today and just shut the window, not realizing that Kiki was actually there. She then left the house at around 9.30 am.
I reached home from my religious class close to 12 noon and only saw Brownie. I didn't know that my mother had bathed Kiki (we don't let him out after he's bathed), so I assumed that he went out. I didn't see him until after my mother came home, which was after 4 pm. I asked her whether she let Kiki out. But she said no because she bathed Kiki and what's more, she doesn't let him out whenever she leaves the house. And then, I asked her whether she checked the window ledge before she closed the window. And she couldn't remember checking for him. So we concluded that Kiki must've jumped down because he wasn't there already.
My mother started to worry and panic, but the 3 of us didn't really worry because we kept thinking, he's a cat, he's strong and he knows his way around. Even if he's injured, we were sure he could make it back to our house. My brother looked for him after 5 pm, but couldn't find him. And then at about 7, my mother looked for him too, but still couldn't find him. In the end, after my brother came back from his run, which was around 7.40 pm, he found Kiki hiding in the bushes that were near the area where he fell. He couldn't walk properly, so that must be what've made him unable to climb up the stairs.
The minute my mother saw him, she started to hug him and cry. Tears filled my eyes too, but they didn't fall. He could barely drag his body to move, and everytime he wanted to move, he would cry out. We knew that he had broken him right hind leg, but also suspected that his right front paw was broken too. Initially, my mother was thinking of bringing him to the animal hospital tomorrow, but she was too worried. So, we(my parents, my brother and I) decided to bring Kiki to the animal hospital this night. And that was at around 9.30 pm.
Kiki was meowing all through the journey because he was scared and still in shock. But my brother managed to calm him down somewhat. When we reached the hospital, there was already 2 women with a small fluffy dog. We found out later that their dog had had a heart attack, and had to be admitted for a few days. Our turn came next.
Kiki was so scared that so much of his fur fell. You can gather them up into a sizeable clump. The vet checked all of his limbs for broken bones and found that his right hind leg was broken. The fracture was on his thigh bone. She also found out that there's some air in his lungs, because of the impact of the fall. This caused his face to swell a little. She will leave it alone first, but if it doesn't reduce, then she'll have to tap in and remove the air. The fracture was also a complication because there were broken fragments of the bones. In the end, Kiki had to be admitted for 2 days in order to stabilize him before surgery. Total cost will be around $1400.
I tell you, it was really heartbreaking to see him so quiet and helpless. Because he's so full of energy and life. To see him in that state really tears me up inside. But my mother is the one who feels it the most because she feels guilty for not checking whether he was outside before closing the window. I've been holding back my tears just now. But now, since it's over, I'll let them run. I keep thinking how helpless he must've felt, hurt and unable to move, just hiding in the same spot through the rain for the whole day without any food or water. Makes me just want to hug him and assure him that everything will be alright, now that he's come back to us.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
11:00 PM
Internal bus collision
For starters, it wasn't really an "internal bus collision", but it was more of an accident inside the bus. Just thought the title sounded nice...hehe. Anyway, this was what had happened...I was on my way home from my organ teacher's house. The bus was a double-decker. The accident happened about mid-way through the journey home. The bus had already stopped at the bus-stop and was moving off, and then, there was this woman who was shouting. I thought: What the hell?! And the next thing I knew, a mak cik with her grandson(I think) fell onto the floor from the stairs! The bus stopped and she just laid there for a few moments while people near her tried to help her up. She didn't really say anything, just got up slowly and alighted.I think she forgot that that was her stop, so she was trying to hurry down the stairs with her grandson and lost her balance. From what I can tell, she must've fallen down from the 2nd or 3rd step because she fell flat on her body. Luckily her grandson didn't wail and cry. The whole incident shook everyone on the bus because there was total silence. But there was this girl or woman who kept sucking in her breath through her teeth and saying something(I can't remember what). Really damn annoying. Just get a grip on yourself! If you're so concerned, go and help the mak cik up la. Anyway, that's the end of my report.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
12:40 AM
Sibling squabbles
Earlier today(yesterday, since it's past midnight already), I took the bus home from Tampines Interchange. I sat at the very end and there were these two girls(sisters, most probably) quarrelling and hitting each other. They reminded me of my sister and I.The older sister elbowed her younger sister and she hit her sister back. Obviously unhappy that her sister hit her back, she elbowed her again. And her younger sister elbowed her back again. And the both of them elbowed and hit each other back and forth for some time. That used to be how my sister and I would quarrel and fight. I would hit my sister first, and she would hit me back. And I'd hit her again. And she would hit me back again. And back and forth, back and forth. I don't even remember how our fights ended.Now that I'm older, I'm more matured and I've realized my mistake at how I was treating my sister. I expected obedience from my sister, since I was the oldest. If I happened to hit her, I would never expect my sister to hit me back because it would be rude(in my perspective, at that time) and I'm the sort who never likes to give in, so I'd hit her back. But now that I've realized my mistake, I'm able to take a step back and take a look at my actions. My dominating character, made my sister retaliate. She doesn't like how she's being treated. I'd like to say that I received this bad character from my oldest cousin, because she bullied and dominated over me, but I can't really. I could've changed, if only I had realized that I was doing the same thing to my sister, that my cousin was doing to me, when I was younger.I realized my mistake too late because now, my sister is rude to me, whenever her mood isn't in the right place. But our relationship is still alright. I think it is even improving. We can joke and tease one another, without bearing any insults.I'd just like to say to all sisters who aren't on good terms that: Big sister, be mindful of how you treat your little sister because she will treat you the way you treat her. And little sister, respect your big sister, even if she is a bitch sometimes, because she may not realize her attitude. So be patient with her.
Friday, August 03, 2007
11:54 PM
What a horrible day...
Like what my title says...today was a horrible day...Today was the dateline of our RCD project (5.30pm to be exact). Yesterday, Shereen and Cai Ling still hadn't finished their calculations (project things to do: calculations and drawings). There were a lot of things to do. So I actually wanted them to stay behind to complete all their calculations so that we could concentrate on our drawings the next day. But...the both of them didn't come. I had the impression that they'd still complete their calculations yesterday. Not surprising, not only did they come late, (had to wait more than an hour for Shereen, and double that time for Cai Ling) they still hadn't finished with their calculations! When Shereen came, I had a talk with her. She has been pissing me off lately. Firstly was because of our SHWM project. Long story short, she let me down. And she let me down again for this project. I just told her to put aside all her personal things, especially when the dateline of any project is just around the corner. There were more things that I said to her, but I'm not going to say them here, because this is between me and her. She teared up. So I guess she understood my meaning. She promised to not let me down again. I really hope that she won't, for her sake, because if she continues to do what she did, I think many people wouldn't like her in their group. But I'm more pissed off at Cai Ling right now.Shereen was better than Cai Ling, at least. She had some mistakes in her workings, so she needed to correct the following workings. But Cai Ling was only less than half-way through her calculations!!! And you know what's worse? She insisted on doing her calculations by typing them out onto Microsoft Word. It's not as though she's completed her work and only wanted to type them out to make it look nice and neat. But no, she was typing and calculating at the same time. You know that you still have a lot of work to do, with only a few more hours to spare, why did you do this STUPID thing? The rest of us didn't even bother to type out our calculations...and we're faster than you.Shereen had to leave by 5.45pm, so I told Cai Ling that by 5.30pm, we will take whatever she has done and have the outstanding documents printed (we wanted to print out the drawings also). So at 5.30pm, I saved whatever she has done into my thumbdrive and went to print. She had only completed slightly more than half the calculations.At first, we thought of going to the General Office to print. It's not allowed, but we know Mr Chai, and he's ok. But we never thought to wonder whether the computer at the office supported the programme that we used to draw. So all we managed to print out were Cai Ling's calculations. By that time, it was already 5.55pm. The office closes at 6pm.We just rushed to Canteen 2 to print out the drawings. Cai Ling stayed behind in the office to file in her work. And by the time we printed out everything and rushed back, it was 6.25pm. And we could tell that Mr Chai wasn't too happy about us preventing him from locking up. I felt so ashamed for doing that to him. And it's all because of Cai Ling. She didn't even look guilty or apologetic. If I could name her expression in one word, it would be anger. I really don't understand her. Anyway, she purposely walked slowly to the bus stop while Shereen and I hurried on. Because she had to get to work, while I have to make it back before Isyak. I don't know how I'm going to face her on Monday.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
9:49 PM
Graduation class photo-taking session
Well...as promised...these are the pictures taken on the day of our photo-taking session.
Getting Jojo ready
Getting myself ready...
Arranging ourselves...can you spot me? =D
Finally got ourselves in order! Just have to wait for the lecturers to fill up the empty chairs...
There's more pics...but this is all you're gonna get from me...hehe
Thanks Shereen for the pics!!
This is me
BORN: 7 July 1987
AGE: Do the math
LIKES: Cats...like duh...my blog url??? And SUPERNATURAL!!!!
DISLIKES: Hypocrites
These are just the basic things about me...if u wanna know more, just ask me.