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Saturday, October 13, 2007

12:47 AM

Let go

I just had a very long talk with my mother. She told me one thing about myself that I didn't realize I'd been doing all this time. Which was to keep my anger bottled up. She told me to change because that anger can destroy me one day. And then I understood why I'd been bottling up me anger. It's because I don't like talking it out with her because I know that I'd end up crying my heart out, which I did just now.

She told me that if I ever need to let out, write it in a diary, and not here. The reason why I chose to write some of the personal things here is because partly, I wanted people to know the truth. But my mother already assured me that people DO know the truth. I don't have to worry. I can fight for my mother only if and when that certain someone confronts her.

My chest feels so much lighter now that I've talked to my mother. She really understands what I'm going through. I'm very grateful to her.

But don't worry guys, I'm still going to keep this blog alive. It's just that any personal things that may happen won't be written here anymore. So the probability of you seeing the swear words is very low.