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Saturday, November 03, 2007

9:17 PM

The inevitable

I'm just going to say this very briefly because like what I've said in my past post, I will not write on anything that's personal, but if I do, it will be short.

Yesterday, the mad bitch (my bitch "auntie") finally confronted my mother. My mother was provoked, so I'm thinking that they yelled at each other. I knew that sooner or later, this confrontation was going to happen. I'm quite surprised with myself that I'm not getting angry at the mad bitch, like before. It's not as though I'm on good terms with her or anything, but I guess the advice my mother gave me really reached me. So, now, I'm numbed to whatever the mad bitch is doing, or will do. She's done enough damage that nothing shocks or angers me anymore. My advice to myself is this, she's delusional. Nobody can get through to her, so just let her be. If you ignore her enough, she'll get even angrier anyway.(and hopefully she'll get mad..hehehehe)

So ANYWAY, back to me! Today, after my organ class, I had a mock organ exam. This is a new implementation to help those who are going to sit for the exam. Well, in short, I sucked! I did even worse than my real exam. I couldn't believe myself. One mistake after the other, like I couldn't stop doing it!

After I finished playing, the mock examiner gave me some advice, and after the whole thing, my teacher talked to me and the girl who's also going to take the exam (I forgot her name). We both did badly. But I actually expected her to do much better because I've heard her play and she was so much better than me. But I guess it wasn't her day as well. Anyway, my teacher was also very disappointed at us. I think she almost wanted to cry. That made me feel even worse because she has done so much and yet I played like crap.

Right now, I don't enjoy playing the organ, but I shall do my very best just for my teacher because she deserves better.

Also today, I bought a journal from Times. I'm following what my mother has told me. And that is, if you have any personal things, or any foul things to say, vent it out in a journal, and not where everyone can see(meaning my blog).

I'm quite surprised that Times has really quite a few nice notebooks. I was really taken with this one, that I just had to get it. Here's the picture: